Day of Terror

exact time: 7:41
i dont care if sum1's gona read this or what
i just want to voice out the pain im feeling now...
from my past posts ive said that school has been really tearing me apart and thats true
when i was in 2nd year i only had to worry about two sujects and those were biology and algebra but now instead of just having two subjects pulling down my average it kinda doubled... i have 4 subjects to work on really hard this school year and those are adv. algebra, geometry, chemistry and prac. arts. Prac. Arts didnt turn out the way id expected it to be, i seriously thought it would be smting really easy and if u dont know yet we dont hev computer subject this year and instead had to spend the year with Prac. Arts. well anyway grades dont matter to me but for my mom it does... Ateneo is nt just an ordinary school for we're given high-standard education in high tuition fees as well. and not to waste my mom's sweat in working hard for my tuition i decided to make her happy with my grades.

mama.... i dont exactly know what's been happening with her now but all i know is that she's depressed in sum corner of this world.... thinking about her sadness makes me 10,000x sadder...

i wish we could just end our lives here now... us, together...
vina,debbie,mama,favio and egie

Depression...

just days ago schoolyear 2008-2009 has just started for us and honestly i feel so sad about it. things id love to do cant be done during school days anymore or i may, i can still but id feel worried of the time im gona wake up the next day. durinf summer i feel free, free from worries,free from sadness and of course free from those piles of works teachers give us at school. its not like i hate school or what, i just dont like the feeling of being bored and thats what i exactly feel at school. how i wish everything will end soon...
i guess the truth that i dont want to accept is that im still a child who's not prepared to face the challenges id be facing this school year and im really a bum!

~oRchid or ???~

[ This is terrible!!! my data cable doesn't function well and yes I can't really transfer the picture from my mobile phone...
hoping for your kind consideration ='D ]

a. What part of the orchid did you feel difficult to make?
Everything if you ask me!!! I'm definitely not creative and it gives me a hard time to fix things up ='(

b. What did you learn in making the orchid?
Some things may look simple but when you try to do it you tell yourself "/zomg im suffering and this is difficullt"

c. Post descriptions to sell your artificial orchid.
Simple
Cheap
Worked Hard For ='D
that's my orchid :p

It's my life!!! @_@

This school year 2007-2008 was very fruitful, I didn't expect for many good things to happen but I was shocked by what the year has brought me. Almost a year at school is something long and of course I've learned many many things. I'm glad to have make good friends this year from whom I've learned so many things, I've never thought of finding the true worth of friendship in a school like here since as we all know Ateneans are often addressed as "fashionistas", "show offs" and a lot more negative comments but from what I've experienced they are just the same with all other students I've met from my past school... Some of them knows to be mean and of course some knows how to be friendly,kind and a friend to others... And I've fought with one of my best friends but of course I wouldn't allow for such a small thing to break our friendship... and from that small fight, I've learned one of the most significant values in life, the value of true friendship is seldom known until it be lost.
Just a couple of months ago I was afraid to step on a different level on high school and my thoughts were flooded by negative things like I would be kicked out from the section I'm in because I'm sure that I'll get very low grades and the teachers will be a lot more strict compared to the ones I had on 1st year but I was wrong... I had a good life in 2nd year high school and hey my teachers weren't as mean as I thought them to be but well some still are actually, but most of them have been very kind to us... I just realized the purpose of the hardships they were giving us, it's to make us better and prepared for the things we will face on the future... I also noticed that being a 2nd year student is a lot different from being a 1st year student, last year I was more relaxed but now it's really different, I had to learn how to manage my time otherwise I won't be able to perform all the tasks I have to... There were intense school activties and it was tiresome but looking back at them makes me wonder how time passed so quickly, just days ago I was complaining about the projects and quizzes given at the same time which made me cram like crazy but now here I am ready to step forward into another year level...
A lot of things has already happened, some had good effects on me and some had bad effects on me like I've made myself friends who are cheaters then from them I've learned how to do such stuff too but I realized that I can change with the help of other friends... I can't bring back time and change my mistakes but there's always a next year to make myself a better person...

~Flight~less~Dragonflies~

a. What did you learn in making the dragonflies?
Ofc! I learned how to make artificial dragonflies!!! xD If it's the values, then I learned to be more patient and hard-working which are never my thing. For how many hours, I sat on the floor and worked on it carefully as I was afraid to commit mistakes and re-do it several times so though it looks ugly I would still love it more than any pretty artificial dragonflies...!

b. Give at least three (3) significance of the artificial dragonflies.
> IT'S A PROJECT!!!
> Adds beauty to the surroundings [hahahaha]
> recycleable materials such as old stockings, wire,thread and paint were of great use... thus, it costs cheaper than buying other fancy stuff plus I found a use in these junk materials instead of dumping them somewhere...
> gift

c. Post descriptions to sell this item.
A flightless dragonfly which will make you wonder why it is so... but was worked hard for by an unknown person... It looks rare for it is violet but is rather simple and it's purely made of stockings... It's no other than Vie's artificial dragonfly on sale!!! >:D Authentically made from old materials like stockings,wire,thread and dyed by Venus dye... [It may be cheap or free depending on your looks/NATIONALITY *_*]

~Samurai X:Reflection~

Samurai X:Reflection is one of the best animated films I've ever seen, one reason is that the anime is so good and it has a good plot,it's in fact a lot interesting than the series. I rated this movie as the best because for an anime film,it was done perfectly. The visual effects and animation are good and anything related to Japan interests me a lot. Watching this movie made me gain more helpful facts about Japan and the things that had happened there in the past. The movie ended when the protagonist who is Kenshin Himura passed away. His death was not just ordinary it was something to be aware of because he fought for their country and halted the big war that was occuring there. The amazing thing there that struck me was that he left his loved ones just to fight for their country's sake which succeed and before going to his deep sleep, he went back to his wife who was Kaoru and died in her hands. That part was very touching and it made my heart ache for some reasons. He sacrificed his own happiness just to bring happiness to other people which made his son have a grudge on him. Among all the characters in the film Yahiko resembles me the best since he's so childish but deep down in his heart, he still has the desire to help others in a way it won't be noticeable. He loved them but has shown his affection in a way they don't really understand. This movie may be fictional but still it has taught me a lot of things like, one must make scarifices for the sake of others. No matter how painful it is as long as it's right then go for it...

~Famil Day '08~

This schoolyear's family Day was held on exactly February 24 from 2:00 pm onwards. I guess that everyone knows what's the purpose of family days, it's simply a family-gathering in school,spend time together and have fun together as a family. Like last year's family day, it was nothing really special since I often find time to spend with my family like what has happened. For some,it might be something special but for me it's not something like that but I admit that during this day I had fun with my friends and relatives. We played and ate together which we don't usually do during school days. Whatever may have happened during this day, it's not really special but should be treasured for the rest of my life :) I believe that sooner or later I won't be able to be with them like I did before because someday everybody will take their own paths and I don't know if I would be left alone so I must treasure all the memorable events I had with them and laugh while talking about them later which makes everything more fun :)