Depression...

just days ago schoolyear 2008-2009 has just started for us and honestly i feel so sad about it. things id love to do cant be done during school days anymore or i may, i can still but id feel worried of the time im gona wake up the next day. durinf summer i feel free, free from worries,free from sadness and of course free from those piles of works teachers give us at school. its not like i hate school or what, i just dont like the feeling of being bored and thats what i exactly feel at school. how i wish everything will end soon...
i guess the truth that i dont want to accept is that im still a child who's not prepared to face the challenges id be facing this school year and im really a bum!