Day of Terror

exact time: 7:41
i dont care if sum1's gona read this or what
i just want to voice out the pain im feeling now...
from my past posts ive said that school has been really tearing me apart and thats true
when i was in 2nd year i only had to worry about two sujects and those were biology and algebra but now instead of just having two subjects pulling down my average it kinda doubled... i have 4 subjects to work on really hard this school year and those are adv. algebra, geometry, chemistry and prac. arts. Prac. Arts didnt turn out the way id expected it to be, i seriously thought it would be smting really easy and if u dont know yet we dont hev computer subject this year and instead had to spend the year with Prac. Arts. well anyway grades dont matter to me but for my mom it does... Ateneo is nt just an ordinary school for we're given high-standard education in high tuition fees as well. and not to waste my mom's sweat in working hard for my tuition i decided to make her happy with my grades.

mama.... i dont exactly know what's been happening with her now but all i know is that she's depressed in sum corner of this world.... thinking about her sadness makes me 10,000x sadder...

i wish we could just end our lives here now... us, together...
vina,debbie,mama,favio and egie

Depression...

just days ago schoolyear 2008-2009 has just started for us and honestly i feel so sad about it. things id love to do cant be done during school days anymore or i may, i can still but id feel worried of the time im gona wake up the next day. durinf summer i feel free, free from worries,free from sadness and of course free from those piles of works teachers give us at school. its not like i hate school or what, i just dont like the feeling of being bored and thats what i exactly feel at school. how i wish everything will end soon...
i guess the truth that i dont want to accept is that im still a child who's not prepared to face the challenges id be facing this school year and im really a bum!

~oRchid or ???~

[ This is terrible!!! my data cable doesn't function well and yes I can't really transfer the picture from my mobile phone...
hoping for your kind consideration ='D ]

a. What part of the orchid did you feel difficult to make?
Everything if you ask me!!! I'm definitely not creative and it gives me a hard time to fix things up ='(

b. What did you learn in making the orchid?
Some things may look simple but when you try to do it you tell yourself "/zomg im suffering and this is difficullt"

c. Post descriptions to sell your artificial orchid.
Simple
Cheap
Worked Hard For ='D
that's my orchid :p

It's my life!!! @_@

This school year 2007-2008 was very fruitful, I didn't expect for many good things to happen but I was shocked by what the year has brought me. Almost a year at school is something long and of course I've learned many many things. I'm glad to have make good friends this year from whom I've learned so many things, I've never thought of finding the true worth of friendship in a school like here since as we all know Ateneans are often addressed as "fashionistas", "show offs" and a lot more negative comments but from what I've experienced they are just the same with all other students I've met from my past school... Some of them knows to be mean and of course some knows how to be friendly,kind and a friend to others... And I've fought with one of my best friends but of course I wouldn't allow for such a small thing to break our friendship... and from that small fight, I've learned one of the most significant values in life, the value of true friendship is seldom known until it be lost.
Just a couple of months ago I was afraid to step on a different level on high school and my thoughts were flooded by negative things like I would be kicked out from the section I'm in because I'm sure that I'll get very low grades and the teachers will be a lot more strict compared to the ones I had on 1st year but I was wrong... I had a good life in 2nd year high school and hey my teachers weren't as mean as I thought them to be but well some still are actually, but most of them have been very kind to us... I just realized the purpose of the hardships they were giving us, it's to make us better and prepared for the things we will face on the future... I also noticed that being a 2nd year student is a lot different from being a 1st year student, last year I was more relaxed but now it's really different, I had to learn how to manage my time otherwise I won't be able to perform all the tasks I have to... There were intense school activties and it was tiresome but looking back at them makes me wonder how time passed so quickly, just days ago I was complaining about the projects and quizzes given at the same time which made me cram like crazy but now here I am ready to step forward into another year level...
A lot of things has already happened, some had good effects on me and some had bad effects on me like I've made myself friends who are cheaters then from them I've learned how to do such stuff too but I realized that I can change with the help of other friends... I can't bring back time and change my mistakes but there's always a next year to make myself a better person...

~Flight~less~Dragonflies~

a. What did you learn in making the dragonflies?
Ofc! I learned how to make artificial dragonflies!!! xD If it's the values, then I learned to be more patient and hard-working which are never my thing. For how many hours, I sat on the floor and worked on it carefully as I was afraid to commit mistakes and re-do it several times so though it looks ugly I would still love it more than any pretty artificial dragonflies...!

b. Give at least three (3) significance of the artificial dragonflies.
> IT'S A PROJECT!!!
> Adds beauty to the surroundings [hahahaha]
> recycleable materials such as old stockings, wire,thread and paint were of great use... thus, it costs cheaper than buying other fancy stuff plus I found a use in these junk materials instead of dumping them somewhere...
> gift

c. Post descriptions to sell this item.
A flightless dragonfly which will make you wonder why it is so... but was worked hard for by an unknown person... It looks rare for it is violet but is rather simple and it's purely made of stockings... It's no other than Vie's artificial dragonfly on sale!!! >:D Authentically made from old materials like stockings,wire,thread and dyed by Venus dye... [It may be cheap or free depending on your looks/NATIONALITY *_*]

~Samurai X:Reflection~

Samurai X:Reflection is one of the best animated films I've ever seen, one reason is that the anime is so good and it has a good plot,it's in fact a lot interesting than the series. I rated this movie as the best because for an anime film,it was done perfectly. The visual effects and animation are good and anything related to Japan interests me a lot. Watching this movie made me gain more helpful facts about Japan and the things that had happened there in the past. The movie ended when the protagonist who is Kenshin Himura passed away. His death was not just ordinary it was something to be aware of because he fought for their country and halted the big war that was occuring there. The amazing thing there that struck me was that he left his loved ones just to fight for their country's sake which succeed and before going to his deep sleep, he went back to his wife who was Kaoru and died in her hands. That part was very touching and it made my heart ache for some reasons. He sacrificed his own happiness just to bring happiness to other people which made his son have a grudge on him. Among all the characters in the film Yahiko resembles me the best since he's so childish but deep down in his heart, he still has the desire to help others in a way it won't be noticeable. He loved them but has shown his affection in a way they don't really understand. This movie may be fictional but still it has taught me a lot of things like, one must make scarifices for the sake of others. No matter how painful it is as long as it's right then go for it...

~Famil Day '08~

This schoolyear's family Day was held on exactly February 24 from 2:00 pm onwards. I guess that everyone knows what's the purpose of family days, it's simply a family-gathering in school,spend time together and have fun together as a family. Like last year's family day, it was nothing really special since I often find time to spend with my family like what has happened. For some,it might be something special but for me it's not something like that but I admit that during this day I had fun with my friends and relatives. We played and ate together which we don't usually do during school days. Whatever may have happened during this day, it's not really special but should be treasured for the rest of my life :) I believe that sooner or later I won't be able to be with them like I did before because someday everybody will take their own paths and I don't know if I would be left alone so I must treasure all the memorable events I had with them and laugh while talking about them later which makes everything more fun :)

~miyavi~

yay!!! Im definitely so crazy about him-nah not over his looks but over his songs!!! Basically, he's a visual kei j-rock artist which sometimes fall under gothic j-rock,his songs are not emo if you ask me, they simply rock!!! Miyavi,born September 14,1981 in Nishikujo,Konohana-ku,Osaka City,Japan,is a Japanese solo rock artist and former guitarist under the name Miyabi for the visual kei indies band Dué le quartz,which disbanded in 2002... kinda depressing huh!?! but this event led to soemthing wonderful, when they disbanded he decided to go solo and changed his name to MiyaVi from MiyaBi..Oh and I'll be posting piccas of him later... he looks really cool >:D ooh and before I forget he's 1/2 Korean, yes, indeed, his father is Korean and they lived in Korea for a couple of years then later moved to Japan... He suits my taste perfectly >:D

If you wanna hear his songs don't hesitate to borrow my iPod during vacant periods >:D

so thats it for now >:D


Comments will be appreciated but if you have nothing better to say then just keep your mouth shut... :)

~Picca Frame~

a. How did you feel in making the picture frame?
Who would'nt feel tired of making this crap T-T
It was tiresome to make this thing but the effort exerted is worth it since I brought myself happiness which no other frames can bring because this frame was made by me therefore I can call it my masterpiece... Aside from the happiness it brought it also gave me pain in the butt since I sat on the floor for two whole periods and the glue gun went crazy on me,nonetheless,it was fun...

b. Compare your picture frame from other frames that are displayed in the department stores.
Bloody obvious huh, my frame is no match to those fancy things in the department stores but well at least mine is something I could call "special" plus it was handmade and I didn't use any machines for aid, but well I have to face the truth it still look so ugly and horrible T-T

*thank you Les for the picca*

~Bearo~

So yeah since it's really mandatory to post this pic here I took the time to take a shot of it then do the other stuff with it[resizing and posting]... Seriously, I don't think I m loving what I m doing... Doing this blog thing i mean... since the pressure is just too much... My grades depend on it plus Im not used to making diaries >.<" It's effing boring!!! whatever here you go:



Sorry since it's kind of not clear but well Im lazy to take another shot so bear with it baby >:D

Black Valentines

Valentines Day? What do you think about it? People may have different opinions about it, like for couples, they take Valentines as a day for their "Labu Labu stuff", for friends, its a grand day of expressing their love in a more special day and way, and for families, they celebrate it happily by picnicking and doing other special stuff >:D People would usually give out things like chocies,roses,cakes and balloons, ughh same old boring stuff!!! ooh and not to mention the boring decorations that people put up like the heart and cupid cut-outs!!!
Yes, indeed, Valentines makes everything special. A special day for love and friendship. In this one special day, all the normal stuff you do transforms into something more special, I believe that you always try to express your love to you friends,relatives and lovers everyday but Valentines was made to even express a better feeling since it was introduced to us in that way. We humans consider celebrating Valentines as something really grand and special and in fact it's already one of the yearly feasts we have but there's something deeper into it, like did you know that during this day we commemorate the death of a saint who is known to be St. Valentines? Yes, indeed, we celebrate the death anniversary of a mysterious saint at this time of the year.
Knowing all these things made me think that Valentines is absolutely a special for us,the Christians and all the people on Earth.

So yeah this Valentines let us all do something special without forgetting the true essence of Valentines. It's not just a time for fun but also for a short prayer >:D

This is not a theme I would love to talk much about >:D

~banzaiii!

Vie is Vie... no doubts about it...

*edited*

I am a witch
but definitely not a bitch
I have my own obsessions
and some are transgressions

If people try to put me down
I walk on by and don't look down
I hate giving up
I do everything with my head up
but I don't fight for
things not worth fighting for
I know when to give up
but never put myself down!

I see things others can't[can not]
I know things others don't[do not]
I am one of a kind
in this timed
world of SNOTS

I live,love and laugh
I threaten people and it's no bluff
I can;t do everything
but I am something

This is me
a non-understandable creature
absolutely immature
I still have too see a lot of things in this world
and prove myself to this world


Vie's comments:
"world of snots" in this case, snots is referring to the annoying and persistent ones not the "plema" that we often refer to :p

and the rest you go judge it :p

Negative Emotions Towards You!

Tim Berners Lee you suck!
HTML doesn't rock!
You make me mock!
Just get off from by back!

You're pissing me off!
You make me want to cut your head off
Feelings were flowing
They weren't glowing
Steam came out
and made me pout

You blew my head off
With you holy crappy crap!
Couldn't your heart be soft
or just cut the crap?!